If it didn't keep happening, then...maybe I'd be wrong. But all these powers, the kind of things I sacrificed whatever good will I had towards some people I thought highly of...it wasn't for anything.
Those powers can't save me from this place if it really wants me to be hurt, and me being hurt is hurting Atem!
[Ryou shakes his head, takes the drink and without really enjoying it, takes a massive swig. He wants it to go to his head. He wants everything to swim in his vision until he can't see the ugliness of this place and what it had made him do.]
Y...you didn't see his face like I did! You...didn't see how afraid he was of being anywhere near me, because--because he knows that I'll always be a source of pain!
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Date: 2023-01-07 09:35 am (UTC)If it didn't keep happening, then...maybe I'd be wrong. But all these powers, the kind of things I sacrificed whatever good will I had towards some people I thought highly of...it wasn't for anything.
Those powers can't save me from this place if it really wants me to be hurt, and me being hurt is hurting Atem!
[Ryou shakes his head, takes the drink and without really enjoying it, takes a massive swig. He wants it to go to his head. He wants everything to swim in his vision until he can't see the ugliness of this place and what it had made him do.]
Y...you didn't see his face like I did! You...didn't see how afraid he was of being anywhere near me, because--because he knows that I'll always be a source of pain!