[He still blames himself. He blames himself for not realizing what was about to happen sooner, for not recognizing that when something's acting weird, the smart thing to do is to get out and regroup, for not finding a way, somehow, to stop it from inside his own mind, and for--
--for liking having it there, until it went badly. It had felt like a friend, until it disregarded everything he wanted.
But he doesn't want to talk about that. He'll just...sit, with the guilt he feels about it. And one day he'll second-die!]
at least it didn't wear out my welcome. that's good to know! thank you
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Date: 2021-05-27 12:51 am (UTC)--for liking having it there, until it went badly. It had felt like a friend, until it disregarded everything he wanted.
But he doesn't want to talk about that. He'll just...sit, with the guilt he feels about it. And one day he'll second-die!]
at least it didn't wear out my welcome. that's good to know!
thank you